Friday, February 20, 2009

Remembering you.

I remember you/it.

It had been a long time since i updated, so let's go : )

My Ordinary level's examination had finished, i thought i would be so damn happy but i felt nothing at all. It's weird, how my mind could cheat me. I had gotten my results and it was heart-wrenching to see us going our separate ways. I always thought i was a anti-emotional person, but it turns out to be untrue. Once again, what i thought about myself was wrong.

I then found a job in YGM. I am currently a part-timer who sells men's acc's (belts, ties, wallets and etc) It's not quite a bad job as it does not require much physical strength unlike what the F&B jobs require. I get to meet different people, made friends and even had a tiny crush on one of them. I then figured that I can't make everyone like me or i could'nt like everyone because there were some conflicts when i was working but they were eventually resolved.

I was working almost everyday when DPA had not start. Now that this fun-packed month of activities had started, I only work on the weekends.

I am in Group T05 of DPA and I'm really glad : ) I made friends with really interesting people and I look forward to to see them everyday. If the laughter we had could be measured in terms of eletrical energy, I reckon it that it would be enough energy to power the whole singapore for a day : ) This is what i think lah..

After the four days of adventure learning, I'm like totally burned.. I want to be red but in the end my skin became the color of shit...

Now we are currently having our cross-disiplinary subjects (CDS). Just fnished a test today and I feel lighter.

I want to be more mature but i could'nt act like it ! Have to accept it, no choice... there is only like two other secondary 5 in T05 and sometimes i really do feel inferior compared to the rest. Why i had to take an extra year... regret... Or maybe I'm just dumb or somethings.. heck with it...

I'm usually an introvert when i was in seconday school. I am only comfertable when i was among my friends. I'm really trying hard to get out of this 'shell'. Maybe i am succeeding in doing this, no matter. I will try : )